Incessancy
What am I to do
With memories
And the call to move
Through time and back
Against the moment
For a thought
That wants desperately to be alive?
What is it doing here?
Why has it arrived?
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My Early Mornings
What happened to my early mornings?
That time of day
To rise and shine
And greet the sun
Before it rose high
High enough
To paint the sky blue
And be with me as she did it,
But now wondering where I am,
Seeing me with this girl-
Is she my sun?
(There is no question
More complicated than that)
And so the sun is jealous
Because the sun is her
Asking why I gave this girl
My life in bed for nights
Though she forgets,
I gave them to her as well
And she took my mornings too
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A Stream
This lovely stream
Cornering the breath I breathe
And the rocks in current
Holding close
Gripping the walls
Of surfaces
Ground still in place
With tress by their sides
And paths still in motion
Heading straight for the sea
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Curves
This water is silent
Though it moves and it turns
To bend through curves
In clear and calm rhythm
Through the infinite steady
Of constant and quiet
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Love at First Sight
What could our eyes tell us
If they could speak
Long enough
To let these moments pass
Without silence
As something moves
Through feelings
Struggling to talk
But still and quiet
Long enough
For the wind moving between us
To translate something about love
And the desire to be closer
Without giving up
Permitting what breezes can do
To carry beauty
Across landscapes and oceans
Stretched far and wide
Long enough
To let nothing lapse through time
Allowing everything to be felt
No matter where we are
How we end up
Or what becomes of out lives
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Where Am I to Go?
Where am I to go?
Nowhere
Left at hand
To be broken past
And behind
A thousand words spoken;
They may never catch up
They’re moving fast
But remain out of sight
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You Stir My Unconscious
You stir my unconscious
With a whisper
To a sound
Through a pulse
To the rhythm
Of a thousand tree tops
Swaying in the wind
Moving to the life
Of a once being calm
And always breathing moment
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To Do
In all this
Is there nothing but a yearn for more
A chance to appear
Out from behind
A roosted corners hole,
To fall from skies
And be buried again
Only to pause and mourn
A deft and fleeting soul?
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When I Draw
I hesitate the line parcel
Because I’m not sure of what will come
Since I doubt the creative emergence
Of some creation that doubts itself
Ignoring me
But forgetting myself
And yet wanting to be created
Only having to break out
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My Inner Ocean
The ocean inside
Can never dissipate
But still by chance
At times to calm
It rests
Only to stir again
And rage tempestuously
Filling and never un-filling
Forever
Through a myriad
And everlasting life
Reborn to the upmost movements
That no never gone
And knows not a thing
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Making Love
The sides
And perspectives of love disintegrate
At the approach
To union in kind
Where the felt and feeling
The dealt and giving heart
Bellows without a being
The way the universe as a whole
Gives itself up
In order to be
The Universe as such
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My Emotions
I am determined to look closely
And see
But this pond of water muddled
Isn’t clear
Since I can’t seem to see the bottom –
For all I know
There is none
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The Light That Light Displaced
You are the light that light displaced
A star ever bright
And sent away
Since what is space
Without the night?
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Coda
When one final kiss is never enough;
When the last word never comes;
When you know that no matter what you do,
Or what you say
No matter how many more times you kiss her
Or in the ways you touch her
Or with what glances you try to content yourself
She will be standing there as the girl
Whose side you never want to leave
Then you know…
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