Does her beauty
Sustain an illusion
Or illuminate a reality?
Between insight and falsity
This gravity
My soul,
Floating through space.
Is she a star or the darkness;
Which of them denotes the eyes upon her face?
These eyes staring back at me,
That appear to see nothing
Yet somehow have their sight
And somehow keep me looking,
Admiring.
This is night viewing night
And Fire heating fire,
A longing that can feel its passion
The yearning of its own desire
It’s own bloodletting
Bleeding itself thin
Like a heart that can’t stop beating
Though it sees the gaping wound
Pumping life
And pumping death simultaneously.
Putting the paradox on display:
Life and death
Sight and blindness
Truth and illusion
Light and darkness
And all I can do is reconcile duality;
To see the actuality of her beauty being
And my being absolutely